One year since I left journalism: A reflection on change, growth and building the life I want

One year ago, I closed the door on my 12-year career in journalism.

From the newsroom to Parliament House, I lived and breathed breaking news, told stories that mattered, and worked alongside some of the most talented people I know.

But somewhere along the way, a quiet voice kept getting louder:

Was this still the life I wanted?

The answer surprised me.

It was no.

Not because I didn't love journalism - I did.

But because I was ready for more. More freedom. More creativity. More control over the life I was building.

So, I took the leap.

What's happened since

In the 12 months since leaving journalism, my life has changed in ways I couldn't have imagined. I've:

- Acquired a sustainable underwear brand, NICO Underwear, and learnt every aspect of the business.

- Launched PreservHer - a platform empowering women to understand their fertility options and take control of their future.

- Immersed myself in business education - everything from private equity to leadership, acquisition, marketing and mindset.

- Travelled across New Zealand, the United States, and Canada.

- Created a life built on freedom, flexibility, and purpose.

It's been the most challenging and fulfilling year of my life.

I've made mistakes. I've questioned myself. I've grown - quickly and deeply. And I've never felt more aligned.

What I've learned

Here are a few things this past 12 months has taught me:

1. You're allowed to evolve.

It's okay to outgrow a path, even a successful one. Your identity isn't fixed - and that's a beautiful thing.

2. Starting over isn't starting from scratch.

I didn't leave 12 years of journalism behind - I brought it with me. The skills, the stories, the instinct. All of it now fuels my work in business.

3. You don't need all the answers to begin.

You just need a vision, and the willingness to learn fast. The rest happens step-by-step.

What's next

I'm only just getting started.

With NICO, we're continuing to grow our community and push boundaries in sustainable design, comfort and inclusivity.

With PreservHer, I'm on a mission to change the way women talk about egg freezing and fertility - through education, empowerment, and honest storytelling.

There are more projects on the horizon. More pivots, no doubt. But for now, I'm proud of where I've landed.

A note to anyone dreaming of change

If you're in a season of uncertainty - if you're feeling pulled towards something different - this is your reminder:

- You're allowed to choose a new path.

- You're allowed to back yourself.

- You're allowed to build something you're proud of.

It won't always be easy. But it will be worth it.

Thanks for being part of the journey.